Monday, October 08, 2001 :::
 
I am a complete and total mess today! I ran into my boy Mystikal at my personal trainer and he was all over me for not mentioning him in a recent interview I did.  I am so stressed out about that I could absolutely die! 
::: posted by Mariah Carey at 5:50 PM

Brenda K. Starr called my agent and left a message asking me to let her sing a duet on on of my upcoming albums.  I owe her a lot, as she gave me my break as a backup singer, but I did get tired of her slapping my ass and asking, "You my bitch?"
::: posted by Mariah Carey at 2:49 PM

Tuesday, October 9, 2001 :::
 
I woke up naked and twitching at some hotel room in El Segundo.  My clothes were gone and I had no purse, money or anything.  There was a $100 bill on the nightstand and some crystal meth. Last I remember, I was going over to a friend's house to talk. How do days like this happen? Thank GOD my kidneys weren't gone!
::: posted by Mariah Carey at 5:21 PM

Thursday, October 11, 2001 :::
 
I think Tommy Mottola is trying to kill me.  Yeah, I know he was married with kids and he left them to be with me until I started getting close with Derek Jeter, but what's a girl gonna do?  I don't know how Tommy is doing it, but I keep waking up in hospitals and emergency rooms with no clothing on, shrieking like a hyena.
::: posted by Mariah Carey at 4:39 PM

 
Mariah will not be posting for a couple of days, she has been admitted to a local hospital for a period of rest and relaxation to overcome her severe exhaustion.
::: posted by Nurse Charlotte at 5:38 PM

Monday, October 15, 2001 :::
 
I swear to God in heaven, if you people love me like you claim to when you snivel around my backstage door after a concert, one of you ungrateful bitches will bring me some crystal or even some special K.  I am going to kill every motherfucker in this place if I don't get some. Shit, they see me using the nurses' terminal, I gotta go, Lambs.  Take care of me, I'm your glitter girl!
::: posted by Mariah Carey at 5:43 PM